SEPTEMBER 16th 2011

EGAR RAMADHANA
IS IN A RELATIONSHIP WITH
NISITA MUTIA

Congratulation guys!

Feels like Life has no meaning anymore
Breathless
Worthless
Friends are here and keep trying to raise me up
However, it changes nothing
My Boyfriend, I'll take a silence first about him
Is there a worth-thing that I could say about him?
I'd rather say "Forget" to answer
My own self? See this.
I'm feeling worse than anything which been born worst
Brittle. Broken. Apart. Messy.
Feels like "My self is another useless thing of God's hand-made"
However, it changes nothing
It doesn't even repeat the time
It doesn't even make the moments gone
What can I do?
What can people help me to?

Dear star-downed, here is the place for you to touch the ground.
I need you
All I need is touching of your shiny-skin
And, tell you what I wish about
Don't you think, an human like me could be crazier than people who's supposed to be?

September

I will never leave you out
I will always let you in, boy
To places no-one's ever been,
Deep inside, can't you see?
That I believe in you and me

Maybe I'm a fool
To feel the way I do
I will play the fool forever
Just to be with you forever