Talk to you, yang diem-diem mengintai

Pathetic which means menyedihkan.
Paling enak emang ngebahas orang yang pathetic, kayak elo.

Orang pathetic itu adalah orang yang ngomong seenaknya, tapi gatau latar belakang omongannya.
Situ ngerasa sini ngebahas pacar situ? Haloooooooooooooooo
Duh, he's so 2011. Udah lewat masanya. Lewat kelewat batas. Terus lo mau mikir kalau di hidup gue ini cowok cuma dia gitu?
Kita kenal aja nggak, nge-judge iya. Indonesia banget.

Orang pathetic itu adalah orang yang mikir kalo dirinya "The first" buat pacarnya, padahal nggak.
Sorry, mau adu luar sama dalem? Saya masih hafal neng.
Situ lama ya jadiannya? Cie rekor. Kalo kandas juga ujungnya sama kok. Nggak mengartikan apa-apa.

Orang pathetic itu ya kayak elo. Mikir doi sayang banget? Mikir doi ninggalin semuanya buat lo?
DOOOOOOH! Goblok lo itu kuadrat. Nggak mau nyebutin memory card otak, tapi seinget gue ya gitu deh. Ya begitulah pokoknya. Hahaha.

Berterima kasih sama gue yang mau menghilang, kalau nggak, mau sampe kapan dibohonginnya? Yayayak.

Mikir pertahanin dia, terus lo hebat? Personally, gue seneng sih ada yang lebih bodoh daripada saya. Kirain saya doang yang bodoh, nggak taunya. Tuhan emang maha Adil. Yang jahat dipertemukan sama yang bodoh. Yang kayak gue, disuruh nonton aja.

Merasa risih sama post-post gue? Jangan dibacalah. Ngerasa banget gue omongin pacarnya, ya? Sis,your boyfriend is such an unblessed God's handmade that I would never have for twice. Nggak usah takut yaaaaa, kita udah beda kasta.

CONFESSION

I was cheating. With someone I never meant to love, someone I'd never loved to. I cheated with him.
It wasn't because I didn't love you, I gave the whole world of mine to you... It was because I was feeling lonely, without you around me. When I knew all those things you'd done without me, I fell hard through the floor, I did hurt my hand and my head. I loved you too much. I got the feeling until I forgot to love my self.

I was leaving. With my lies picking me up from the truth. I needed you so much. More than anyone I needed to. You just didn't realize, you didn't even care. I couldn't go away from you even a mile. I needed you.
I left you not because I hated you, I just couldn't seeing you to love me more than you could. You moved your heart when I was putting the last pieces of my life to you. I didn't mean to leave, but I had to.

I was lying. I said I didn't love you, I said I didn't need you, I said I loved someone else. The worst part is I was lying when you lied too. You didn't keep me from the gone. How could you leave me when we were stronger enough? How could you move on when I couldn't even stop holding your hands? Was that so easy for you to leave me?
I loved you so much....
I miss you everyday. I pray for you every night. I see you from the far far away. I can't stop holding my feeling to love you less. I love you more and more, day by day.



I am sorry..