CONFESSION

I was cheating. With someone I never meant to love, someone I'd never loved to. I cheated with him.
It wasn't because I didn't love you, I gave the whole world of mine to you... It was because I was feeling lonely, without you around me. When I knew all those things you'd done without me, I fell hard through the floor, I did hurt my hand and my head. I loved you too much. I got the feeling until I forgot to love my self.

I was leaving. With my lies picking me up from the truth. I needed you so much. More than anyone I needed to. You just didn't realize, you didn't even care. I couldn't go away from you even a mile. I needed you.
I left you not because I hated you, I just couldn't seeing you to love me more than you could. You moved your heart when I was putting the last pieces of my life to you. I didn't mean to leave, but I had to.

I was lying. I said I didn't love you, I said I didn't need you, I said I loved someone else. The worst part is I was lying when you lied too. You didn't keep me from the gone. How could you leave me when we were stronger enough? How could you move on when I couldn't even stop holding your hands? Was that so easy for you to leave me?
I loved you so much....
I miss you everyday. I pray for you every night. I see you from the far far away. I can't stop holding my feeling to love you less. I love you more and more, day by day.



I am sorry..